The Purple Journal

I have entered the New Year with mixed feelings. On the one hand the year stretches in front of me with so much promise and potential. On the other:

• It has been bucketing with rain since about 4.00 this morning - not the best start to my new year at wotk!
• I write an exam in 6 days for which I am not close to being prepared (a total of 3 exams in 5 days!) This is my main source of anxiety - just a general feeling of failure and that I have wasted this year and the money I will have to pay work back if I dont pass because thats the policy here

I really wanted to start the new year off wit an ispiring post about my holiday and goals and dreams for the year, but this is how I feel now. Hopefully things will get better as the day goes on 0 its only 7.55 am after all!